in light of recent events, fuck
“I saw all the mirrors on earth and none of them reflected me.”
THE WALKING DEAD, 2010
S05E06 • Consumed
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Are you getting sometimes mad that people still spread allegations like "she needed a break", "she was unable to relocate", "she had to take care of her father"? I obviously don't know for sure what happened either BUT her whole demeanor last year was so off. First she was always sad, her eyes teary even in pictures of the last days and reshoot, SDCC, her leaving before press conference etc and then she was obviously angered to attend the final event, seemed annoyed by specific people, avoiding red carpet etc. It wasn't unprofessional, many people didn't feel something was amiss, but if you watch a person for so many years, you should get the hang of that person and the emotions especially very subtle changes in facial expressions and gestures. I can't believe that some fans still believe that it was her choice. Personally, it makes me mad every time I have to read it. On another note, she's really happy right now but she still deserves so much more especially regarding her public image. How do you feel about it?
Does it make me mad that a woman with the most stellar reputation in the industry had that compromised after already being punished for someone else’s misogyny and incompetence? Yeah, it makes me extremely mad. Those narratives, none of which are true, can’t be walked back. They’re out there, and it’s not fair to Melissa. I think she has done an incredible job of refuting the lies without uttering a damn word, and it would be helpful if AMC, cast, and crew let her lead the way rather than adding fuel to the fire.
She does look extremely happy to be filming and I’m glad. She better be getting everything she deserves. For example, a show title that doesn’t disrespect her character and press releases that don’t suggest she’s joining someone else’s show. It’s her fucking show too.
i cancel plans to spend time with me
- Honey, you look so tired. Don’t you want me to rub your shoulders for you like I used to?
- Yeah, sure. I guess these last couple of days have been… kind of intense.
LOIS & CLARK: THE NEW ADVENTURES OF SUPERMAN, 1993
S03E22 •
Big Girls Don’t Fly
I know it’s like cringe or whatever to care about media unironically but I actually do love when you love a story so much it becomes a part of your soul
SIX-STRING SAMURAI, 1998
dir. Lance Mungia
self care is just going the hell to bed
STARGATE SG-1
S02E09 | Secrets
Your purpose in life is not to love yourself but to love being yourself.
If you goal is to love yourself, then your focus is directed inward toward yourself, and you end up constantly watching yourself from the outside, disconnected, trying to summon the “correct” feelings towards yourself or fashion yourself into something you can approve of.
If your goal is to love being yourself, then your focus is directed outward towards life, on living and making decisions based on what brings you pleasure and fulfillment.
Be the subject, not the object. It doesn’t matter what you think of yourself. You are experiencing life. Life is not experiencing you.
I don’t know what’s the matter with me, why I’m so adept at distance, why I feel so remote from things, why life feels like a rumor.
David Shields, How Literature Saved My Life
(via goodreadss)
STAR TREK SNW s2e1 The Broken Circle "We must steal the Enterprise"
the show (going out to get groceries. making myself a nice dinner. showering and opening the windows. being kind to myself in everything i do) Must go on
AARON HOTCHNER 1.15 -> 2.19
CRIMINAL MINDS (2005— )